The worst moments happen when you least expect them to.
After two days of resting and drinking on the streets in Barcelona, I was ready to explore the city from the monumental architecture at its heart, to the colourful beaches which draw hordes of tourists.
I opened my travel wallet to use my passport for ID as I went to hire the bike for a day.
F***. It's missing.
Where is it? I checked my backpack.
Not in any pockets. Nothing else is missing. Don't panic. It's probably at home.
I rode back to the apartment. I emptied my travel pack and my tote bag.
I rummaged through all of my pockets inside all of my pants and jackets and my bags.
Marina called all the cafes and supermarkets that we frequented in Barcelona.
Nothing.
Losing a passport is something you hear about, but you never think it will happen to you.
The first day was a stressful nightmare; especially as I was worried I wouldn't be making it to Ireland where I was photographing my friend's wedding. The following day, I learned that I would still be able to travel but would have to buy an emergency passport. I did all the paperwork and rearranged my plans. I would spend four extra nights in Spain and have to go back to Madrid. I resigned myself in defeat, but I count myself fortunate to have the money to buy a new passport on the spot; and to have been relatively nearby a consulate.
You have always been one for surprises with me July, from unexpectedly climbing mountains to falling into a low rut, so I guess I should not expect anything less from you.
It was a wake up call to be more present and aware of my belongings; a reminder that shit happens; and a traumatic exercise of learning that everything is going to be okay.
I hope you haven't lost your passport July. I'll write to you again soon.
With love,
Thomas
© 2026 Thomas Feng